Saturday, June 03, 2006

Pain, suffering, dissapointment, and a desire to become a better person killed me. I am no longer the Jeff Hagerl all of you have known. I have amnesia. I am living with it today, and will be tomorrow, and the day after. I would be nowhere if I have not left a string of notes and a journal for myself so I can find those who can help me. So much has happened to hurt me, I don't even know how I have survived at all. Today is the one wek anniversary of my new life, and I don't know how it is going, really. I am easily confused, and ghosts of the recent past haunt me with memories. Even after all of my operations, I am still hurting.... way deep inside. I an't watch television without a bad memory popping up. I can't play guitar, but I can play a little drums... My science and math skills are at par, but my medicine thoughts are still gone. Perhaps my majors and minors will change...

I'm alive, doing ok... but I still hurt.


posted @ 5:41 PM

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