Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Well, ever since the breakup last Thursday, many thoughts have passed through my mind, and after some debate (and convincing), Pam and I are back together. This time, though, I live alone. Pam finally realised the only way she is going to become world wary is if she sticks with me, and she convinced me to give it another try. We are picking up where we left out, but cancelled out on living together. Besides, so far I need to finish up my loans to get that apartment in Mt. P with Kelly and Anna! WOOO!


posted @ 9:00 AM

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Monday, March 20, 2006
The two enemies eyed eachother from across the room. On one side stood th imposter, Grand Master Feeling.... on the other, the real lord of the castle of virgin blood and spiders that resides on Mt. InsertEvilNameHere was standing calmly with a 14 ich double dildo.... colored neon blue.... in his hand. The imposter said "I have found love, and now have feelings, fear me, for I am the kind of this establishment." Grand Master Funk looked around and knew he was right.... for a second. "I don't think so" stated GMF, the true lord of this evil castle of hate and pre-marital sex. "I've come to reclaim my position of ultimate singleness!"

Insert Battle

GMF Wins

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" cried the imposter with feelings as all 14 inches of the dildo enter his ass, stabbing him in the small intestine.... then collapsing on the ground with such force.... er, nevermind, only 104 pounds.... anywho, feather falls to the ground at an amazig speed before exploding into a thousand chocolate chips covered in pussy (not the good pussy either). GMF looks around before sitting back on his throne.... OMG LOL!!11 HE CLAPS HIS HANDS! Chris Quinn, his leper servent appears almost instantly... "Nhhhuurraaaamaaaa?" asks Quinn. "Yes, biatch, I would enjoy a tub filled with KY Jelly and a liter of screwdriver." states GMF, "and bring in the dancing girls!" Quinn leaves the room and brings in all the said mentionals.... and GMF states firmly "lets raise some hell."

Hehehehehe, I'm back! Party time.


posted @ 10:13 AM

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Saturday, March 18, 2006
I thought of an easier way to tell the wonderfully boring tale of my break up with Pam.

I knew I have only changed a little on the surface, and Pam was much purer then I.... and she started to change into my world before I could become a better person, and I knew deep down inside it was wrong. So I saved her from me.


It still hurts, but booze is making it much smoother.


posted @ 7:27 PM

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Friday, March 17, 2006
So it kinda happened.... broke up... and it hurts. Guys, I'm a huge mess.... serioussly. I cried... CRIED! Can you imagine me in this situation? It sucks.....

Anywho, what happened is that I left her while I still loved her, and she still loves me.... but I made this decision with only good intentions in heart... it hurts so much.... I don't like it.

.... I could really use you guys right now... this is hard.... be patient with me. When somebody lives with you, and you come home from work knowing your house will be empty, it's just hard. I go into my room and see the sudden lack of womens clothing, at that scent of her perfume that slowly fades from the room, and I know my memory will soon forget.... it's just so much to handle...


posted @ 7:48 PM

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Hmmm, been a week or three... post time!


So I spend a lot of time weighing decisions and trying to decide what I awnt, but I usually come back to the same things. Does that mean I don't have enough options, or does it mean my path is narrowing and I'm getting closer to my goal? Personally, I don't know.... but yeah, tonight I told Rachel I worry about being paranoid.... think about...

I'm worried about being paranoid.

It's pretty bad, I think I am slowly slipping into a pool of blah. All this work, and so little play... I need to get away, but I already have a vacation planned (New Mexico) and I think it will be good for me, but I want to do something wioth friends. Friday night I'll be with Nick and Chris (girlsfriends included) to do a touch of drinking and cathing up.... so that should be fun. I want to see more people but distande and funding combined don't work at this time of the year for me. I'm so deep in my studies.... I'm tired, but giddy. I'm uncovering a ton of info about the interpretations of the Bible, it's orgins, and all that good stuff....

My job is very stressfull... the school I work at is an academy of evil.... very strict, very unflexable with HUGE problems with discipline. I come home everyday and just play guitar... relax Jeff..

Speaking of guitars, I now own a black Fender Stratocaster.... I need to name it.... some names I've been thinking on are:

ADARA: "Beauty." Also an Arabic name meaning "virgin," and a Hebrew name meaning "fire." Variants, Adar and Adra, exist.

EULALLIA: well-spoken

KALLIOPE: beautiful voice

ANABELLA: beautiful grace.

CASSANDRA: doom

That's all for now, Jeff out.


posted @ 10:33 PM

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