Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Hmmm, been a week or three... post time!


So I spend a lot of time weighing decisions and trying to decide what I awnt, but I usually come back to the same things. Does that mean I don't have enough options, or does it mean my path is narrowing and I'm getting closer to my goal? Personally, I don't know.... but yeah, tonight I told Rachel I worry about being paranoid.... think about...

I'm worried about being paranoid.

It's pretty bad, I think I am slowly slipping into a pool of blah. All this work, and so little play... I need to get away, but I already have a vacation planned (New Mexico) and I think it will be good for me, but I want to do something wioth friends. Friday night I'll be with Nick and Chris (girlsfriends included) to do a touch of drinking and cathing up.... so that should be fun. I want to see more people but distande and funding combined don't work at this time of the year for me. I'm so deep in my studies.... I'm tired, but giddy. I'm uncovering a ton of info about the interpretations of the Bible, it's orgins, and all that good stuff....

My job is very stressfull... the school I work at is an academy of evil.... very strict, very unflexable with HUGE problems with discipline. I come home everyday and just play guitar... relax Jeff..

Speaking of guitars, I now own a black Fender Stratocaster.... I need to name it.... some names I've been thinking on are:

ADARA: "Beauty." Also an Arabic name meaning "virgin," and a Hebrew name meaning "fire." Variants, Adar and Adra, exist.

EULALLIA: well-spoken

KALLIOPE: beautiful voice

ANABELLA: beautiful grace.

CASSANDRA: doom

That's all for now, Jeff out.


posted @ 10:33 PM

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