Monday, February 06, 2006

Hmmmm... Dear Bloggety Blog MAchine thing.... PENIS!

I'm still here, no worries my little chitlins. Life is going ok, but I needed to dissapear for a little while. I've been having sporadic moments of clarity on what I want to do with myself. I realised that I been trying to tap into my potential, but in order to do that, I need to stay far away from loner lab work. I decided instead of being a normal doctor, I'm going to work towards postsecondary education. Basically, I'm going to be a college professor, and that's that. I'm going to get a dual in philosophy and some other major. Probably a science of some sort. My focus may be ethics, but I'm really getting closer to what I want to do. I felt like I was real close with pathology, but I just need to have people around me.... I need that stimulation. So perhaps I'll be one of those super-doctors... those professors of med school/doctors who do it all.... or maybe I'll focus on philosophy, and be a master of ethics and asthetics.... The ethics of society, what is right, what is wrong.... or should I go fine arts? A super critical ultrathinker (Philosophy basically turns you into an incredible thinker, if you are not one already). With this decision, I feel a lot better, because the idea of being so alone made me feel cold.... but that's good, becauase that means I can feel.... and if you knew just how bad I was, you would know how much this means to me.

So here I am, not back at the drawing board, but just expanding. I'm really finding a love for education.... I finally understand that I really od like to teach, and to talk about those things I enjoy.... but I always thought TEACHER, as in K-12, but I hated the idea of teaching kids whod on't want to be there. So it clicked.... about time too.... why not college? Work towards tenure, be a full blown professor with the highest degree imaginable.

Must.... work... hard.... must.... be.... awesome.

Congrats to Alex and the rest of the "Exit" cast on the awesome CMU Film Festival decisions!


Hmmmm,,, would it be Dr. Jeff Hagerl? Prof. Hagerl? Both? We shall see.....


posted @ 7:10 AM

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